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together, did not add to the means of the Statesman. My brothers, however, had huge limbs and healthy stomachs—which latter by no means regarded the coarse porridge and milk of the north as an evil. In short, they all grew and waxed strong, and gave our parents little uneasiness on the score of health.

They were all rather favourites with the Goff family, and the good-natured Sir Harry (who derived his fortune and descent only from a rich clothier), in his secret mind, could not help showing us much consideration on account of our blood.

The truth is, that Sir Harry and his wife and family, though very independent as to money, were not at all so as to their position in life. With many sterling qualities, they spoiled all, by quitting what they were (plain country folks), to be what they were not, denizens of fashion.

In this they lavished more money than taste. Sir Harry's common sense was rendered inefficient by a factitious fondness for the arts, and what he called literature, of neither of which he knew much; and his wife and daughters thought fashion consisted in being always over-dressed, and talking what they called French.

All this dazzled their country neighbours, whatever it might do the people they copied ; and as in other respects they had a sort of general familiarity of manner, they were not without consideration in the country, and were even popular.

For my own part, I at first thought them demigods, preferring their manners and appearance at least to all others about me; and I especially had a high opinion of their learning, on the strength of a considerable library which Sir Harry had collected, though no scholar, and from the young ladies often talking a language I did not understand. For I was always, I know not why, unlike other boys, and very unlike indeed to my elder brothers; being fond of poring over whatever books I could get, while they sported with Sir Harry, or assisted our father in the superintendence of the farm. But as for me, from a child, I had a sort of world of my own, which I peopled with images of my own fancy; sometimes grand, sometimes grotesque, sometimes more common-place: making them, however, always to tell stories to myself, which quite satisfied me for the want of other companions; so that though I was often solitary, I was never alone.

In short, I became a kind of character, for such an urchin, and as I grew up, one of the Miss Goffs, who read poetry, said I was, like poor Edwin,

“No vulgar boy ;
Deep thought oft seemed to fix my infant eye,
Dainties I heeded not, nor gaude, nor toy,

Save one short pipe of rudest minstrelsy." I could myself carry on her comparison with Edwin, which made me not a little proud, for I was, certainly,

“Silent when glad ; affectionate though shy;

And now my look was most demurely sad; And now I langh'd aloud, yet none knew why:

The neighbours stared and sigb’d, yet blessed the lad; Some deem'd him wond'rous wise, and some believ'd him mad.”*

One thing indeed inclined my good parents to indulge this quieter disposition of mine. I was the only one of the family who had not strong health. I was even weak in body and limbs, and in these respects

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inferior to my sturdy brothers; so I was allowed to lounge with a book under a tree, or in a garden of most antique taste, occupied by a hind who had charge of the old walls of the castle.

The garden itself was more interesting for its said antiquity and wildness than either its beauty or cultivation, for it resembled that described by Virgil, as also belonging to an old hind or gardener :

“ Hic rarum tamen in dumis olus, albaque circum
Lilia, verbenasque premens, vescumque papaver”

The mouldering battlements that surrounded this, to me, interesting spot, were shrouded with elder flowers, and wild honey-suckle, but particularly wallflowers, fed most luxuriantly by the old mould and mortar that filled up the interstices of these “ time disparting towers.” . To lie under their rough canopy in the morning sun, and pore over such books as I could read, gave me such intense pleasure, that I have never seen these plants since without thinking of that innocent and happy time; so that in after years, when the world had a far different hold of me, I thought Scott must have, in some delightful dream, seen me, when he wrote those descriptive lines :

“ And well the lonely infant knew

Recesses where the wall-flower grew,
And honey-suckle loved to crawl,
Up the low crag and ruin'd wall.

* Some scattering pot-herbs here and there he found;
Which, cultivated with his daily care,
And bruised with vervain, were his frugal fare. -DRYDEN.

I deem'd such nooks the sweetest shade
The sun in all his round survey'd; .
And still I thought that shatter'd tower
The mightiest work of human power.”

This disposition of mine to reading began to show itself at a very early age. At five I was tolerably acquainted with Bible history; before nine, with the History of England ; and before twelve, had begun to relish poetry ; — not in the namby-pamby modern rhymes, such as are castigated by the Mæviad and Baviad, but in the vigorous conceptions and language of real masters :

“ Blind Thamyris, and blind Mæonides,

And Tireseas, and Phineus, prophets old." By these I mean our own great masters of song, Spencer, Shakspeare, and Milton. These got such possession of me, even as a child, that I never could afterwards relish the more modern, or as I thought them, flatter compositions then in vogue. Hayley, I could not bear, and even Cowper, I am afraid I thought prosaic. I should, however, observe, that I speak of a time when those bursts of the wild afflatus which have warmed our still more modern bards were neither known nor thought of.

It may be asked where I could get the provision for this taste of mine. Our old Grange, to be sure, had a small closet, in which I used to pass an hour sometimes by myself, on account of a few books it contained ; but they were only the great Sherborne Bible, a still greater Herbal (much consulted by my mother); and Fox's Martyrs, an account of the rebellion of Forty-five, and Glanville upon witches—much consulted by myself.

The deficiency, however, was made up to me by the good-natured Sir Harry, who, amused and interested with my curiosity and love of reading, similar, he said, to what his had been at my age, had a sort of pleasure in fostering it, by allowing me the use of any books I wished in his library.

It was my evident passion for these, I believe, that made Sir Harry often tell my father he would do well to follow up this inclination of mine for books, by making me a scholar. " That boy,” he used to say, “ for aught you or I know, may in time be a bishop."

This was not thrown away upon either my father or myself, and I was allowed full liberty in bestowing myself as I pleased in pursuit of study.

In this pursuit I ofttimes, when at fault myself, attacked our curate, Mr. Beardmore, where I hoped for what I did not always find, explanations in matters of history.

He, however, did me some service, by turning me over to his clerk, an old man of the name of Doughty, who, being lame, and a sort of scholar, kept a little children's school, and spent all his spare time in reading Baker's Chronicle, Gwillim's Heraldry, the Pilgrim's Progress, and other compositions of the same classical character. But what made him chiefly valuable to me was, that, from this turn of his, among other things, he knew all about the Cliffords and Bardolfes, who he said were formerly the best gentlemen in the land, only they lost their fortunes when York and Lancaster came up (such was his phrase)-in the wars of which, and indeed the older English history in general, he was particularly knowing and voluble.

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