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"Must I relinquish it all, the joy, the hope,

the illusion ?

Was it for this I have loved, and waited, and worshipped in silence?

Was it for this I have followed the flying

feet and the shadow

Over the wintry sea, to the desolate shores

of New England ?

Truly the heart is deceitful, and out of its

depths of corruption

Rise, like an exhalation, the misty phantoms of passion;

Angels of light they seem, but are only delu

sions of Satan.

All is clear to me now; I feel it, I see it distinctly!

This is the hand of the Lord; it is laid upon

me in anger,

For I have followed too much the heart's de

sires and devices,

Worshipping Astaroth blindly, and impious

idols of Baal.

This is the cross I must bear; the sin and the swift retribution."

So through the Plymouth woods John
Alden went on his errand;

Crossing the brook at the ford, where it brawled over pebble and shallow,

Gathering still, as he went, the Mayflowers blooming around him,

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Children lost in the woods, and covered with

leaves in their slumber.

"Puritan flowers,” he said, "and the type of

Puritan maidens,

Modest and simple and sweet, the very type

of Priscilla !

So I will take them to her; to Priscilla the Mayflower of Plymouth,

Modest and simple and sweet, as a parting gift will I take them;

Breathing their silent farewells, as they fade and wither and perish,

Soon to be thrown away as is the heart of

the giver."

So through the Plymouth woods John Alden went on his errand;

Came to an open space, and saw the disk of the ocean,

Sailless, sombre and cold with the comfort. less breath of the east-wind;

Saw the new-built house, and the people at work in a meadow;

Heard, as he drew near the door, the musical

voice of Priscilla

Singing the hundredth Psalm, the grand old

Puritan anthem,

Music that Luther sang to the sacred word

of the Psalmist,

Full of the breath of the Lord, consoling

and comforting many.

Then, as he opened the door, he beheld the Scated beside her wheel, and the carded wool like a snowdrift

form of the maiden

Piled at her knee, her white hands feeding

the ravenous spindle,

While with her foot on the treadle she guided the wheel in its motion.

Open wide on her lap lay the well-worn psalm-book of Ainsworth,

Printed in Amsterdam, the words and the

music together,

Rough-hewn, angular notes, like stones in the wall of a churchyard,

Darkened and overhung by the running vine

of the verses.

Such was the book from whose pages she sang the old Puritan anthem,

She, the Puritan girl, in the solitude of the

forest,

Making the humble house and the modest

apparel of homespun

Beautiful with her beauty, and rich with the

wealth of her being !

Over him rushed, like a wind that is keen

and cold and relentless,

Thoughts of what might have been, and the weight and woe of his errand ;

All the dreams that had faded, and all the

hopes that had vanished,

All his life henceforth a dreary and tenantless mansion,

Haunted by vain regrets, and pallid, sorrowful faces.

Still he said to himself, and almost fiercely he said it,

"Let not him that putteth his hand to the plough look backwards;

Though the ploughshare cut through the flowers of life to its fountains, Though it pass o'er the graves of the dead and the hearths of the living,

It is the will of the Lord; and his mercy endureth forever!"

So he entered the house and the hum of the wheel and the singing

Suddenly ceased; for Priscilla, aroused by his step on the threshold,

Rose as he entered, and gave him her hand, in signal of welcome,

Saying, "I knew it was you, when I heard your step in the passage;

For I was thinking of you, as I sat there singing and spinning."

Awkward and dumb with delight, that a thought of him had been mingled

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