What once could neither good nor ill impart Now pleased the senses, and now touch'd the heart;
Prospects and pictures struck th' awaken'd sight,
And each new object gave a new delight. He, like th' imperfect creature who had shaped
A shroud to hide him, had at length escaped; Changed from his grub-like state, to crawl
But a wing'd being, pleased and form'd to
Now, said his friends, while thus his views improve,
And his mind softens, what if he should love? True; life with him has yet serene appear'd, And therefore love in wisdom should be fear'd:
Forty and five his years, and then to sigh For beauty's favour!-Son of frailty, fly! Alas! he loved; it was our fear, but ours, His friends' alone. He doubted not his pow'rs To win the prize, or to repel the charm, To gain the battle, or escape the harm; For he had never yet resistance proved, Nor fear'd that friends should say he loved.'
Kindly she listen'd, and in turn essay'd To pay th' applauses-and she amply paid: A beauty flattering!—beanteous flatterers feel
The ill you cause, when thus in praise you deal;
For surely he is more tha: man, or less, When praised by lips that he would die to press,
And yet his senses undisturb'd can keep, Can calmly reason, or can soundly sleep. Not so Sir Owen; him Camilla praised, And lofty hopes and strong emotions raised; This had alone the strength of man subdued; But this enchantress various arts pursued. Let others pray for music-others pray'd In vain :--Sir Owen ask'd, and was obey'd; Let others, walking, sue that arm to take, Unmoved she kept it for Sir Owen's sake; Each small request she granted, and though small,
He thought them pledges of her granting all. And now the lover, casting doubt aside, Urged the fond suit that could not be denied ;
Joy more than reverence moyed him when he said,
Now banish all my fears, angelic maid!' And as she paused for words, he gaily cried, 'I must not, cannot, will not be denied.' Ah! good Sir Owen, think not favours, such As artful maids allow, amount to much;
The sweet, small, poison'd baits, that take
And win the soul of all who venture nigh. Camilla listen'd, paused, and look'd surprise, Fair witch! exulting in her witcheries! She turn❜d aside her face, withdrew her hand, And softly said, 'Sir, let me understand.' 'Nay, my dear lady! what can words explain, If all my looks and actions plead in vain? I love She show'd a cool respectful air, And he began to falter in his prayer, Yet urged her kindness Kindness she confess'd,
It was esteem, she felt it, and express'd, For her dear father's friend; and was it right That friend of his she thought of hers- to slight?
This to the wond'ring And false appear'd
lover strange and new, he would not think it
Still he pursued the lovely prize, and still Heard the cold words, design'd his hopes to He felt dismay'd, as he perceived success kill; Had inverse ratio, more obtaining less; And still she grew more cool in her replies, And talk'd of age and improprieties. Then to his friends, although it hurt his pride,
And to the lady's, he for aid applied; Who kindly woo'd for him, but strongly were denied. And now it was those fiercer passions rose, Urged by his love to murder his repose;
Shame shook his soul to be deceived so long, | Charles, I am wrong'd, insulted-nay, be And fierce Revenge for such contemptuous wrong;
Jealous he grew, and Jealousy supplied His mind with rage, unsoothed, unsatisfied; And grievous were the pangs of deeply wounded Pride.
His generous soul had not the grief sustain❜d, Had he not thought, 'Revenge may be obtain'd.'
Camilla grieved, but grief was now too late; She hush'd her fears, and left th' event to fate;
Four years elapsed, nor knew Sir Owen yet How to repay the meditated debt; The lovely foe was in her thirtieth year, Nor saw the favourite of the heart appear; Tis sure less sprightly the fair nymph became,
And spoke of former levities with shame: But this, alas! was not in time confess'd, And vengeance waited in Sir Owen's breast. But now the time arrives-the maid must feel And grieve for wounds that she refused to
Sir Owen, childless, in his love had rear'd A sister's son, and now the youth appear'd In all the pride of manhood, and, beside, With all a soldier's spirit and his pride: Valiant and poor, with all that arms bestow, And wants that captains in their quarters know;
Yet to his uncle's generous heart was due The praise, that wants of any kind were few. When he appear'd, Sir Owen felt a joy Unknown before, his vengeance bless'd the boy
To him I dare confide a cause so just; Love him she may-O! could I say, she
Thus fix'd, he more than usual kindness show'd,
Nor let the Captain name the debt he owed; But when he spoke of gratitude, exclaim'd, My dearest Morden! make me not ashamed; Each for a friend should do the best he can, The most obliged is the obliging man; But if you wish to give as well as take, You may a debtor of your uncle make.'
Morden was earnest in his wish to know How he could best his grateful spirit show. Now the third dinner had their powers renew'd,
And fruit and wine upon the table stood; The fire brought comfort, and the warmth it lent
A cheerful spirit to the feelings sent, When thus the Uncle-Morden, I depend On you for aid-assist me as a friend: Full well I know that you would much forego,
And much endure, to wreak me on my foe.
Nor look so fiercely, there are none to kill.
I loved a lady, somewhat late in life, Perhaps too late, and would have made a wife;
Nay, she consented; for consent I call The mark'd distinction that was seen of all, And long was seen; but when she knew my pain,
Saw my first wish her favour to obtain, And ask her hand-no sooner was it ask'd, Than she, the lovely Jezebel, unmask'd ; And by her haughty airs, and scornful pride, My peace was wounded-nay, my reason tried;
I felt despised and fallen when we met, And she, oh folly! looks too lovely yet; Yet love no longer in my bosom glows, But my heart warms at the revenge it owes.
O! that I saw her with her soul on fire, Desperate from love, and sickening with desire;
While all beheld her just, unpitied pain, Grown in neglect, and sharpen'd by disdain! Let her be jealous of each maid she sees, Striving by every fruitless art to please, And when she fondly looks, let looks and fondness tease!
So, lost on passion's never resting sea, Hopeless and helpless, let her think of me! Charles, thou art handsome, nor canst want
To warm a cold or win a wanton heart: Be my avenger-Charles, with smile, not vain, Nor quite unmix'd with pity and disdain, Sate mute in wonder; but he sate not long Without reflection:-Was Sir Owen wrong? So must I think; for can I judge it right To treat a lovely lady with despite? Because she play'd too roughly with the love Of a fond man whom she could not approve; And yet to vex him for the love he bore Is cause enough for his revenge, and more. But, thoughts, to council!-Do I wear a charm
That will preserve my citadel from harm? Like the good knight, I have a heart that feels
The wounds that beauty makes and kindness heals:
Beauty she has, it seems, but is not kind- So found Sir Owen, and so I may find. Yet why, oh heart of tinder, why afraid? Comes so much danger from so fair a maid? Wilt thou be made a voluntary prize To the fierce firing of two wicked eyes? Think her a foe, and on the danger rush, Nor let thy kindred for a coward blush. But how if this fair creature should incline To think too highly of this love of mine,
And, taking all my counterfeit address For sterling passion, should the like profess? Nay, this is folly; or if I perceive Aught of the kind, I can but take my leave; And if the heart should feel a little sore, Contempt and anger will its ease restore. Then, too, to his all-bounteous hand I owe All I possess, and almost all I know; And shall I for my friend no hazard run, Who seeks no more for all his love has done? 'Tis but to meet and bow, to talk and smile, To act a part, and put on love awhile: And the good knight shall see, this trial made, That I have just his talents to persuade; For why the lady should her heart bestow On me, or I of her enamour'd grow, There's none can reason give, there's none can danger show.
These were his rapid thoughts, and then he spoke:
I make a promise, and will not revoke; You are my judge in what is fit and right, And I obey you—bid me love or fight; Yet had I rather, so the act could meet With your concurrence, not to play the cheat;
In a fair cause '— 'Charles, fighting for your king,
Did you e'er judge the merits of the thing? Show me a monarch who has cause like mine, And yet what soldier would his cause decline?'
They meet; each other's look the pair explore,
And, such their fortune, wish'd to part no
Whether a man is thus disposed to break An evil compact he was forced to make, Or whether some contention in the breast Will not permit a feeling heart to rest; Or was it nature, who in every case Has made such mind subjected to such face; Whate'er the cause, no sooner met the pair Than both began to love, and one to feel despair.
But the fair damsel saw with strong delight Th' impression made, and gloried in the sight:
No chilling doubt alarm'd her tender breast, But she rejoiced in all his looks profess'd; Long ere his words her lover's hopes convey'd They warm'd the bosom of the conscious maid;
One spirit seem'd each nature to inspire, And the two hearts were fix'd in one desire.
Death, and death only, shall her peace restore; And am I dying?—I shall live to view The harlot's sorrow, and enjoy it too. How! Words offend you? I have borne for
Unheeded anguish, shed derided tears, Felt scorn in every look, endured the stare Of wondering fools, who never felt a care; On me all eyes were fix'd, and I the while Sustain'd the insult of a rival's smile. And shall I now-entangled thus my foe, My honest vengeance for a boy forego? A boy forewarn'd, forearm'd? Shall this be borne,
And I be cheated, Charles, and thou forsworn? Hope not, I say, for thou mayst change as
The sentence graven on the gates of hell Here bid adieu to hope,-here hopeless beings dwell.
But does she love thee, Charles? I cannot live
Dishonour'd, unrevenged-I may forgive, Bat to thy oath I bind thee; on thy soul Seek not my injured spirit to control; Seek not to soften, I am hard of heart, Harden'd by insult:-leave her now, and part,
And let me know she grieves while I enjoy her smart.'
Charles first in anger to the knight replied, Then felt the clog upon his soul, and sigh'd:
To his obedience made his wishes stoop, And now admitted, now excluded hope; As lovers do, he saw a prospect fair, And then so dark, he sank into despair.
The uncle grieved; he even told the youth That he was sorry, and it seem'd a truth; But though it vex'd, it varied not his mind, He bound himself, and would his nephew bind. I told him this, placed danger in his view, Bade him be certain, bound him to be true; And shall I now my purposes reject, Because my warnings were of no effect?' Thus felt Sir Owen as a man whose cause Is very good-it had his own applause.
Our knight a tenant had in high esteem, His constant boast, when justice was his theme:
He praised the farmer's sense, his shrewd discourse,
Free without rudeness, manly, and not coarse; As farmer, tenant, nay, as man, the knight Thought Ellis all that is approved and right; Then he was happy, and some envy drew, For knowing more than other farmers knew; They call'd him learned, and it sooth'd their pride,
While he in his was pleased and gratified. Still more t' offend, he to the altar led The vicar's niece, to early reading bred; Who, though she freely ventured on the life, Could never fully be the farmer's wife; She had a softness, gentleness, and ease, Sure a coarse mind to humble and displease: O! had she never known a fault beside, How vain their spite, how impotent their pride!
Three darling girls the happy couple bless'd, Who now the sweetest lot of life possess'd; For what can more a grateful spirit move Than health, with competence, and peace, with love?
Ellis would sometimes, thriving man! retire To the town-inn, and quit the parlour-fire; But he was ever kind where'er he went, And trifling sums in his amusements spent: He bought, he thought for her--she should
have been content: Oft, when he cash received at Smithfield-mart, At Cranbourn-alley he would leave a part; And, if to town he follow'd what he sold, Sure was his wife a present to behold. Still, when his evenings at the inn were spent, She mused at home in sullen discontent; And, sighing, yielded to a wish that some With social spirit to the farm would come: There was a farmer in the place, whose name, And skill in rural arts, was known to fame; He had a pupil, by his landlord sent, On terms that gave the parties much content;
The youth those arts, and those alone, should | Friendship with woman is a dangerous
thingWith aught beside his guide had no concern: Thence hopes avow'd and bold confessions He might to neighb'ring towns or distant spring: ride, Frailties confess'd to other frailties lead, And new confessions new desires succeed; And, when the friends have thus their hearts disclosed,
And there amusements seek without a guide: With handsome prints his private room was graced,
His music there, and there his books were placed:
Men knew not if he farm'd, but they allow'd him taste.
Books, prints, and music, cease, at times, to charm,
And sometimes men can neither ride nor farm; They look for kindred minds, and Cecil found, In Farmer Ellis, one inform'd and sound; But in his wife-I hate the fact I tell- A lovely being, who could please too well: And he was one who never would deny Himself a pleasure, or indeed would try. Early and well the wife of Ellis knew Where danger was, and trembled at the view; So evil spirits tremble, but are still Evil, and lose not the rebellious will: She sought not safety from the fancied crime, And why retreat before the dangerous time? Oft came the student of the farm and read, And found his mind with more than reading
This Ellis seeing, left them, or he staid, As pleased him, not offended nor afraid : He came in spirits with his girls to play, Then ask excuse, and, langhing, walk away: When, as he enter'd, Cecil ceased to read, He would exclaim: Proceed, my friend, proceed!
Or, sometimes weary, would to bed retire, And fear and anger by his ease inspire. My conversation does he then despise? Leaves he this slighted face for other eyes? So said Alicia; and she dwelt so long Upon that thought, to leave her was to wrong.
They find how little is to guilt opposed. The foe's attack will on the fort begin, When he is certain of a friend within.
When all was lost,-or, in the lover's sight, When all was won,-the lady thought of flight.
What! sink a slave?' she said, and with
The rigid virtue of a husband meet? No! arm'd with death, I would his fury brave,
And own the justice of the blow he gave! But thus to see him easy, careless, cold, And his confiding folly to behold; To feel incessant fears that he should read, In looks assumed, the cause whence they proceed, I cannot brook; nor will I here abide Till chance betrays the crime that shame
Fly with me, Henry!' Henry sought in vain To sooth her terrors and her griefs restrain: He saw the lengths that women dared to go, And fear'd the husband both as friend and foe. Of farming weary-for the guilty mind Can no resource in guiltless studies find, Left to himself, his mother all unknown, His titled father, loth the boy to own, Had him to decent expectations bred, A favour'd offspring of a lawless bed; And would he censure one who should pursue The way he took? Alicia yet was new: Her passion pleased him: he agreed on flight: They fix'd the method, and they chose the night.
Then, while the Farmer read of public crimes,
Collating coolly Chronicles and Times, The flight was taken by the guilty pair, That made one passage in the columns there.
The heart of Ellis bled; the comfort, pride, The hope and stay of his existence died; Rage from the ruin of his peace arose, And he would follow and destroy his foes; Would with wild haste the guilty pair pursue, And when he found-Good heaven! what would he do?
That wretched woman he would wildly seize, And agonize her heart, his own to ease; That guilty man would grasp, and in her sight Insult his pangs, and her despair excite; Bring death in view, and then the stroke suspend,
And draw out tortures till his life should end:
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