Does not respond at once to a love that she never suspected, Does not attain at a bound the height to which you have been

climbing.

This is not right nor just; for surely a woman's affection 125 Is not a thing to be asked for, and had for only the asking. When one is truly in love, one not only says it, but shows it. Had he but waited awhile, had he only showed that he loved

me,

Even this Captain of yours-who knows? - at last might have

won me,

Old and rough as he is; but now it never can happen." 130

Still John Alden went on, unheeding the words of Priscilla,

Urging the suit of his friend, explaining, persuading, expanding;

Spoke of his courage and skill, and of all his battles in Flanders,

How with the people of God he had chosen to suffer affliction,1 How, in return for his zeal, they had made him Captain of 135

Plymouth;

He was a gentleman born, could trace his pedigree plainly Back to Hugh Standish of Duxbury Hall, in Lancashire,

England,

Who was the son of Ralph, and the grandson of Thurston de
Standish;

Heir unto vast estates, of which he was basely defrauded,
Still bore the family arms, and had for his crest a cock

argent

Combed and wattled gules, and all the rest of the blazon.*

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He was a man of honor, of noble and generous nature; Though he was rough, he was kindly; she knew how during

the winter

He had attended the sick, with a hand as gentle as woman's; Somewhat hasty and hot, he could not deny it, and head145

strong, Stern as a soldier might be, but hearty, and placable al

ways,

Not to be laughed at and scorned, because he was little of stature;)

For he was great of heart, magnanimous, courtly, courageous; Any woman in Plymouth, nay, any woman in England, Might be happy and proud to be called the wife of Miles

Standish!

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But as he warmed and glowed, in his simple and eloquent language,

Quite forgetful of self, and full of the praise of his rival, Archly the maiden smiled, and, with eyes overrunning with

laughter,

Said, in a tremulous voice, "Why don't you speak for yourself, John?”

IV.

JOHN ALDEN.

INTO the open air John Alden, perplexed and bewildered, Rushed like a man insane, and wandered alone by the sea

side;

Paced up and down the sands, and bared his head to the east wind,

Cooling his heated brow, and the fire and fever within him. Slowly, as out of the heavens, with apocalyptical splendors, 5 Sank the City of God, in the vision of John the Apostle,'

So, with its cloudy walls of chrysolite, jasper, and sapphire,

Sank the broad red sun, and over its turrets uplifted Glimmered the golden reed of the angel who measured the

city.

"Welcome, O wind of the East!" he exclaimed in his wild exultation,

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"Welcome, O wind of the East, from the caves of the misty Atlantic!

Blowing o'er fields of dulse, and measureless meadows of seagrass,

Blowing o'er rocky wastes, and the grottos and gardens of ocean!

Lay thy cold, moist hand on my burning forehead, and wrap

me

Close in thy garments of mist, to allay the fever within

me!"

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Like an awakened conscience, the sea was moaning and tossing,

Beating remorseful and loud the mutable sands of the seashore.

Fierce in his soul was the struggle and tumult of passions contending;

Love triumphant and crowned, and friendship wounded and bleeding, Passionate cries of desire, and importunate pleadings of duty!

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"Is it my fault," he said, "that the maiden has chosen between us?

Is it my fault that he failed, -my fault that I am the victor?"

Then within him there thundered a voice, like the voice of

the Prophet:

"It hath displeased the Lord!"-and he thought of David's transgression,

Bathsheba's' beautiful face, and his friend in the front of the battle!

25 Shame and confusion of guilt, and abasement and self-condemnation,

Overwhelmed him at once; and he cried in the deepest contrition:

"It hath displeased the Lord! It is the temptation of Satan!"

Then, uplifting his head, he looked at the sea, and beheld there

Dimly the shadowy form of the "Mayflower" riding at 30

anchor, Rocked on the rising tide, and ready to sail on the morrow; Heard the voices of men through the mist, the rattle of cord

age

Thrown on the deck, the shouts of the mate, and the sailors' "Ay, ay, Sir!"

Clear and distinct, but not loud, in the dripping air of the twilight.

Still for a moment he stood, and listened, and stared at the

vessel

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Then went hurriedly on, as one who, seeing a phantom,
Stops, then quickens his pace, and follows the beckoning

shadow.

"Yes, it is plain to me now," he murmured;

Leading me out of the land of darkness, the bondage of error, Through the sea, that shall lift the walls of its waters around

me,

40 Hiding me, cutting me off, from the cruel thoughts that pursue me.1

Back will I go o'er the ocean, this dreary land will abandon,

Her whom I may not love, and him whom my heart has offended.

Better to be in my grave in the green old churchyard in England,

Close by my mother's side, and among the dust of my kindred; 45

Better be dead and forgotten, than living in shame and dishonor!

Sacred and safe and unseen, in the dark of the narrow chamber

With me my secret shall lie, like a buried jewel that glimmers Bright on the hand that is dust, in the chambers of silence and darkness,

Yes, as the marriage ring of the great espousal hereafter!" 50

Thus as he spake, he turned, in the strength of his strong resolution,

Leaving behind him the shore, and hurried along in the twilight, Through the congenial gloom of the forest silent and sombre, Till he beheld the lights in the seven houses of Plymouth, Shining like seven stars in the dusk and mist of the evening. 55

Soon he entered his door, and found the redoubtable Captain