THE CURB. PEACE, rebel thought: dost thou not know thy King, My God, is here? Cannot his presence, if no other thing, Make thee forbear? Or were he absent, all the standers by And well he knows, if thou shouldst it deny, If others will not, yet I must, and will, My God, even now a base rebellious thought And subt❜ly twining with me would have wrought Fain he would have me to believe, that Sin Take up my heart together for your Inn, The other's company: a while sit still, Tell me, my God, how this may be redrest : And I the guilty party have confest, And I refuse not punishment for this, Though to my pain; So I may learn to do no more amiss, Nor sin again: K Correct me, if thou wilt; but teach me then, Lord of my life, methinks I heard thee say, The fault, that is confess'd, is done away, How can I sin again, and wrong thee then, And cease thine anger straight, as soon as men No, rebel thought; for if thou move again, WHITHER, oh! whither is my Lord departed? What can my Love, that is so tender-hearted, Forsake the soul, which once he thorough darted, As if it never smarted? No, sure my Love is here, if I could find him : He that fills all can leave no place behind him. But oh my senses are too weak to wind him : Or else I do not mind him. O no, I mind him not so as I ought; Me, that was sold for naught. But I have wounded him, that made me sound; Tell me, oh! tell me (thou alone canst tell), Lord of my life, where thou art gone to dwell: For, in thy absence heaven itself is hell: Without thee none is well. Or, if thou beest not gone, but only hid'st To seek and find thee by. Else here I'll lie, For, if thou live in me, and I in thee, For, though thou be the Judge thyself, I have Thy promise for it, which thou canst not wave, That who salvation at thine hands do crave, Thou wilt not fail to save. Oh! seek, and find me then; or else deny THE RETURN. Lo, now my Love appears; Have clear'd mine eyes: I see "Tis he. Thanks, blessed Lord, thine absence was my hell; And, now thou art returnèd, I am well. By this I see I must My joys unto myself: Of too secure, and too presumptuous pleasure, Who would have thought a joy So coy To be offended so, And go So suddenly away? As if enjoying Hereafter I had need Take heed. Joys, amongst other things, Have wings, |