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PILGRIM EXILES

Once he had come to the bed, and stood there a moment in

silence;

Then he had turned away, and said: "I will not awake him;

Let him sleep on, it is best; for what is the use of more talking!"

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Then he extinguished the light, and threw himself down on his pallet,

Dressed as he was, and ready to start at the break of the morning,

Covered himself with the cloak he had worn in his campaigns in Flanders,

Slept as a soldier sleeps in his bivouac,1 ready for action. But with the dawn he arose; in the twilight 2 Alden beheld

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him Put on his corselet of steel, and all the rest of his armor, Buckle about his waist his trusty blade of Damascus, Take from the corner his musket, and so stride out of the

chamber.

Often the heart of the youth had burned and yearned to embrace him, Often his lips had essayed to speak, imploring for pardon; All the old friendship came back with its tender and grateful emotions;

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But his pride overmastered the nobler nature within him, — Pride, and the sense of his wrong, and the burning fire of the insult.

So he beheld his friend departing in anger, but spake not, Saw him go forth to danger, perhaps to death, and he spake

not!

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1 A camp where the soldiers are ready to go into action at the slightest alarm.

2 Morning twilight; gray dawn.

Then he arose from his bed, and heard what the people were saying,

Joined in the talk at the door, with Stephen and Richard and Gilbert,

Joined in the morning prayer, and in the reading of Scripture,

And, with the others, in haste went hurrying down to the sea-shore,

Down to the Plymouth Rock,1 that had been to their feet as

a doorstep

Into a world unknown,

the corner-stone of a nation!

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There with his boat was the Master, already a little impatient

Lest he should lose the tide, or the wind might shift to the eastward,

Square-built, hearty, and strong, with an odor of ocean about him,

Speaking with this one and that, and cramming letters and

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parcels Into his pockets capacious, and messages mingled together Into his narrow brain, till at last he was wholly bewildered. Nearer the boat stood Alden, with one foot placed on the

gunwale,

One still firm on the rock, and talking at times with the sailors,

Seated erect on the thwarts, all ready and eager for start

ing.

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1 The rock on which the Pilgrims are supposed to have stepped when landing from the Mayflower.

2 This was Captain Jones. He and his crew had no interest in the Pilgrims other than a commercial one. During all their association with him, he had treated them shabbily, although they gained his admiration in the end.

He too was eager to go, and thus put an end to his anguish, Thinking to fly from despair, that swifter than keel is or

canvas,

Thinking to drown in the sea the ghost that would rise and pursue him.

But as he gazed on the crowd, he beheld the form of Priscilla Standing dejected among them, unconscious of all that was

passing.

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Fixed were her eyes upon his, as if she divined his intention, Fixed with a look so sad, so reproachful, imploring, and

patient,

That with a sudden revulsion his heart recoiled from its purpose,

As from the verge of a crag, where one step more is destruction.

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Strange is the heart of man, with its quick, mysterious
instincts!
Strange is the life of man, and fatal or fated are moments,
Whereupon turn, as on hinges, the gates of the wall adaman-

tine!

"Here I remain!" he exclaimed, as he looked at the heavens above him,

Thanking the Lord whose breath had scattered the mist and the madness, Wherein, blind and lost, to death he was staggering headlong.

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"Yonder snow-white cloud, that floats in the ether above me,

Seems like a hand that is pointing and beckoning over the

ocean.

There is another hand, that is not so spectral and ghost-like, Holding me, drawing me back, and clasping mine for pro

tection.

Float, O hand of cloud, and vanish away in the ether! 580

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