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I thought I might never see her again. After

all,

"What's Hecuba to me, or I to Hecuba?”

My friends laughed and talked louder than the storm, all the way home; I was lost in lofty meditation, and, to

own the truth,

writing this letter in idea; and then I was so glad to find myself at this fireside, with the sweet little girl in my arms.

I am going to bid good night to the moon; the storm is over, the undulating waters are like living light, while the same beams repose so sweetly on the shadowy sides of farseen mountains, that arise in distant isles.

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Stood Dido with a willow in her hand

Upon the wild sea bank, and wav'd her love
To come again to Carthage."

Ungrateful cur that he was. Adieu! may you never wave a willow, or spend a good day as idly as I have done this. It is past midnight, and remorse is preying on me. Adieu! again, my dearest.

LETTER VIII.

TO MISS REID.

Oban, May, 1773.

Now, my dear Harriet, I have commenced a bad custom both to you and myself! I write. so minutely, that when I settle and have something else to do, I must needs be concise, and then you will think me careless; but you must not, for my manner of writing to you is so like our old wandering chit-chat, that I fly to it as Lizzy does to her snuff-box, and this so often, that I neglect those I ought to like and attend to, and would attend to, if I did not feel as if I had you always in a corner to run to. I will not write these two days, unless a little matter of fact before breakfast, and a gossipping whisper at bedtime. My taste for solitary amusement, and indifference to the volatile chit-chat of some people, begin to excite much observation.. Shake off the imputation as we please, every

one

one has their own mode of selfishness, and I feel mine to be that of running away to my solitary pleasures. I repent, will mortify myself, and

"Do penance in gay young company."

Midnight.

I am reformned, and amended, but cannot fatigue myself or you with the description of this day; you will find it in Thomson:

“Deceitful, vain, and void, passes the day.”

Why should I speak with peevishness, of good-humoured, harmless people, who show a wish to please me? Why am I not pleased with trifles, when the best of us are doomed to pass great part of our lives in a manner which our own reflections must call trifling? but then I should like to trifle in my own way. I could play half a day with sweet little Anne, or even with a sportive kitten, or puppy: I could gather shells and sea-weed on the shore, or venture my neck for nests, which I would not plunder after finding them; nay, I could talk nonsense as we used to do, and laugh heartily at vagaries of our own

con

contriving. But their nonsense I can't for my life' relish they think it wit, and I can't accredit it as such. Then they think cun

ning wisdom, and mistake folly. Very rural all this!

simplicity for Here is gos

Do not

sipping for you with a witness. think that I indulge myself in the conceit of not caring for any body, unless they have the taste for reading, which great leisure and solitude, in a manner, forced upon me. But I would have people love truth and nature; I would have them look a little into the great book which their Maker has left open to every body. I would have the rising and setting sun, the blossoming trees and opening flowers, give them the same pleasure, which many taste, without knowing their alphabet. O! when, or where shall I see another Harriet, uncultured and untaught, yet awake to all that is grand or beautiful in nature, all that is excellent or desirable in knowledge-wise intuitive sense of what is delicate and proper, is worth volumes of instruction! The more I know of others, the more I regret you; and the best use I

ever could make of the knowledge which I have accidentally acquired, would be to impress it on the fair tablet of your spotless mind. Good night, my dear; I am neither very well nor very easy. I have got cold in these meadowy traverses. My father and mother go away to-morrow. Were it not for the dear old man, and his little girl, and his library, I would go too. Write to me here, and never mind incorrectness; you will daily improve; or, though you should not,

"Thou hast no faults, or I no faults can spy, Thou art all beauty, or all blindness L."

LETTER IX.

am.

TO MISS REID.

Fort William, May 12, 1773.

BE astonished, Oh! Hriet, for here I Ask why I am here, and I can only tell you it was owing to the strangest caprice. Yet, so it is, and you know I do not use to

be

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