Upon his pallet, and with unclosed lips Muttered a curse on death! The silent room His rattling breath; the humming in the fire He drew a phial from beneath his head, I did not think to die Till I had finished what I had to do; I thought to pierce th' eternal secret through I felt-Oh God! it seemeth even now This cannot be the death-dew on my brow. And yet it is I feel Of this dull sickness at my heart afraid; And in my eyes the death-sparks flash and fade; And something seems to steal Over my bosom like a frozen hand, And this is death! But why Feel I this wild recoil? It cannot be Th' immortal spirit shuddereth to be free! Like a chain'd eaglet at its parent's call? Yet thus to pass away! To live but for a hope that mocks at last- To waste the light of day, Night's better beauty, feeling, fancy, thought, All that we have and are-for this-for nought! Grant me another year, God of my spirit!-but a day-to win I would know something here! Break for me but one seal that is unbroken! Speak for me but one word that is unspoken! Vain-vain!-my brain is turning With a swift dizziness, and my heart grows sick, Dying! Oh God! if I might only live! Ay-were not man to die He were too glorious for this narrow sphere! Might he but wait the mystic word and hour- Earth has no mineral strange Th' illimitable air no hidden wings- And fire no power to change Seasons no mystery, and stars no spell, Oh, but for time to track The upper stars into the pathless sky To see th' invisible spirits, eye to eye To hurl the lightning back To tread unhurt the sea's dim-lighted halls- And more, much more-for now The life-sealed fountains of my nature move- To clear the god-like brow Of weakness and mistrust, and bow it down This were indeed to feel The soul-thirst slaken at the living stream- And death- -Aha! I reel Dim-dim-I faint-darkness comes o'er my eye Cover nie! save me! God of heaven! I die! 'Twas morning, and the old man lay alone. No friend had closed his eyelids, and his lips, Open and ashy pale, th' expression wore Of his death-struggle. His long silvery hair Lay on his hollow temples thin and wild, Of the last had wrung agony The storm was raging still. The shutters swung The fire beneath the crucible was out; And thus had passed from its unequal frame |