As stirless with the torrent's shock, As pure in its proportioned grace, And seems a thing of air, as then, Afloat above this fairy glen; But though mine eye will kindle still The link is lost that sent the thrill, Ten years-like yon bright valley, sown Alternately with weeds and flowersHad swiftly, if not gaily, flown, And still I lov'd the rosy Hours ; And if there lurk'd within my breast Some nerve that had been overstrung And quiver'd in my hours of rest, Like bells by their own echo rung, I was with Hope a masquer yet, And well could hide the look of sadness And, if my heart would not forget, I knew, at least, the trick of gladness, And when another sang the strain, 'Twere idle to remember now, Had I the heart, my thwarted schemes. The ashes of a thousand dreams Some wrought of wild Ambition's fingers, And none whose story I could tell. Life had no joy, and scarce a pain, Whose wells I had not tasted deep; And from my lips the thirst had pass'd For every fount save one-the sweetest-and the last. The last the last! My friends were dead, Or false; my mother in her grave; Above my father's honor'd head The sea had lock'd its hiding wave; And still, I say, I did not slack I closer clung to mine--my lov'd, lost Melanie! The last of the De Brevern race, My sister claimed no kinsman's care; If she could see her brother smile; From the same shore of vain desire, And knew I, with prophetic heart, That we were wearing aye insensibly apart. II. We came to Italy. I felt A yearning for its sunny sky; My very spirit seem'd to melt As swept its first warm breezes by. From lip and cheek a chilling mist, From life and soul a frozen rime, By every breath seem'd softly kiss'dGod's blessing on its radiant clime! It was an endless joy to me To see my sister's new delight; By deathless lairs in solemn Rome, We loiter'd like th' impassion'd sun That slept so lovingly on all, And made a home of every one Ruin, and fane, and waterfall And crown'd the dying day with glory If we had seen, since morn, but one old haunt of story. We came with Spring to Tivoli. And sometimes I could scarcely bear And, like a child that longs for home I sighed for melancholy Rome. It was a morn, of such a day As might have dawn'd on Eden first, Vine-leaf and flower had newly burst, And on the burthen of the air The breath of buds came faint and rare; |