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Like an awakened conscience, the sea was moaning and tossing, Beating remorseful and loud the mutable sands of the sea-shore. Fierce in his soul was the struggle and tumult of passions contending; Love triumphant and crowned, and friendship wounded and bleeding, Passionate cries of desire, and importunate pleadings of duty “Is it my fault,” he said, “that the maiden has chosen between us? Is it my fault that he failed, - my fault that I am the victor 7 °’. Then within him there thundered a voice, like the voice of the Prophet: “It hath displeased the Lord!” — and he thought of David’s transgression, Bathsheba's beautiful face, and his friend in the front of the battle !

Shame and confusion of guilt, and abasement ...* and self-condemnation, Overwhelmed him at once ; and he cried in the deepest contrition: “It hath displeased the Lord! It is the temp

- tation of Satan l’”

Then, uplifting his head, he looked at the sea, and beheld there Dimly the shadowy form of the May Flower riding at anchor, Rocked on the rising tide, and ready to sail on the morrow ; Heard the voices of men through the mist, the rattle of cordage Thrown on the deck, the shouts of the mate, and the sailors’ “ Ay, ay, Sir!” Clear and distinct, but not loud, in the dripping air of the twilight. Still for a moment he stood, and listened, and

stared at the vessel,

Then went hurriedly on, as one who, seeing a phantom, Stops, then quickens his pace, and follows the beckoning shadow. “Yes, it is plain to me now,” he murmured; “the hand of the Lord is Leading me out of the land of darkness, the - bondage of error, Through the sea, that shall lift the walls of its Waters around me, . Hiding me, cutting me off, from the cruel thoughts that pursue me. Back will I go o'er the ocean, this dreary land will abandon, Her whom I may not love, and him whom my heart has offended. Better to be in my grave in the green old churchyard in England, Close by my mother's side, and among the dust

of my kindred;

Better be dead and forgotten, than living in shame and dishonor l Sacred and safe and unseen, in the dark of the narrow chamber With me my secret shall lie, like a buried jewel that glimmers Bright on the hand that is dust, in the chambers of silence and darkness, – Yes, as the marriage ring of the great espou

sal hereafter!”

Thus as he spake, he turned, in the strength of his strong resolution, Leaving behind him the shore, and hurried . along in the twilight, Through the congenial gloom of the forest silent and sombre, Till he beheld the lights in the seven houses of Plymouth,

Shining like seven stars in the dusk and mist of the evening. Soon he entered his door, and found the redoubtable Captain Sitting alone, and absorbed in the martial paw ges of Caesar, Fighting some great campaign in Hainault or Brabant or Flanders. “Long have you been on your errand,” he said with a cheery demeanor, Even as one who is waiting an answer, and fears not the issue. “Not far off is the house, although the woods are between us; But you have lingered so long, that while you were going and coming I have fought ten battles and sacked and demolished a city. Come, sit down, and in order relate to me all

that has happened.”

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