Though late, let finners then from fin depart! Still as we pafs'd, the bright, celestial throng And here the Mufe, though melted from thy gaze, Know then, if ills oblige thee to retire, 740 745 750 755 760 765 Without Without fuch fcience of the worldly fcene, Render'd by contemplation half-divine. 770 775 So fhalt thou live, as thou may'ft learn to die; 780 But leave the Mufe thy comforter below. [82] THE BASTARD: INSCRIBED WITH ALL DUE REVERENCE TO MRS. BRETT, ONCE COUNTESS OF MACCLESFIELD. "Decet hæc dare dona Novercam." Ov. Met. PRE FAC E. HE reader will easily perceive these verses were begun, when my heart was gayer than it has been of late; and finished in hours of the deepest melancholy. I hope the world will do me the justice to believe, that no part of this flows from any real anger against the Lady, to whom it is infcribed. Whatever undeferved feverities I may have received at her hands, would the deal fo candidly as acknowledge truth, the very well knows, by an experience of many years, that I have ever behaved myself towards her, like one who thought it his duty to fupport with patience all afflictions from that quarter. Indeed, if I had not been capable of forgiving a Mother, I must have blushed to receive pardon myfelf at the hands of my Sovereign. Neither, Neither, to fay the truth, were the manner of my birth all, fhould I have any reafon for complaintWhen I am a little difpofed to a gay turn of thinking, I confider, as I was a Dereli& from my cradle, I have the honour of a lawful claim to the beft protection in Europe. For being a spot of earth, to which nobody pretends a title, I devolve naturally upon the King, as one of the rights of his Royalty. While I prefume to name his Majesty, I look back, with confufion, upon the mercy I have lately experienced; because it is impoffible to remember it, but with fomething I would fain forget, for the fake of my future peace, and alleviation of my paft misfortune. I owe my life to the Royal Pity, if a wretch can, with propriety, be faid to live, whofe days are fewer than his forrows; and to whom death had been but a redemption from mifery. But I will fuffer my pardon as my punishment, till that life, which has fo graciously been given me, fhall become confiderable enough not to be ufelefs in his fervice to whom it was forfeited. Under influence of thefe fentiments, with which His Majesty's great goodnefs has infpired me, I confider my lofs of fortune and dignity as my happinefs; to which, as I am born without ambition, I am thrown from them without repining-Poffeffling thofe advantages, my care had been, perhaps, how to enjoy life; by the want of them I am taught this nobler lesion, to ftudy how to deserve it. RICHARD G 2 SAVAGE, THE BASTAR D.. IN gayer hours, when high my fancy ran, He lives to build, not boaft, a generous race : His daring hope, no fire's example bounds; Born to himself, by no poffeffion led, 5 10 Nor guides, nor rules, his fovereign choice control, 15 Loos'd to the world's wide range-enjoy'd no aim, 20% 2:5 Discharg❜d |