forget, renounce me, hate whate'er was mine. O Grace serene! O Virtue heav'nly fair! fresh blooming Hope, gay daughter of the sky! and Faith, our early immortality! enter each mild, each amicable guest; receive, and wrap me in eternal rest! See in her cell sad Eloïsa spread, 296* 300 propt on some tomb, a neighbour of the dead. here Grief forgets to groan, and Love to weep; for God, not man, absolves our frailties here." and smooth my passage to the realms of day: 305 310 315 320 Ah, no-in sacred vestments mayst thou stand, 325 the hallow'd taper trembling in thy hand, present the Cross before my lifted eye, f 330 teach me at once, and learn of me to die. Ah then, thy once-lov'd Eloïsa see! it will be then no crime to gaze on me; see from my cheek the transient roses fly! see the last sparkle languish in my eye! 'till ev'ry motion, pulse, and breath be o'er; and ev'n my Abelard be lov'd no more. Oh death, all-eloquent! you only prove what dust we dote on, when 't is man we love. Then too, when Fate shall thy fair frame destroy (that cause of all my guilt, and all my joy), in trance ecstatic may thy pangs be drown'd, 335 bright clouds descend, and angels watch thee round; from op'ning skies may streaming glories shine, 341 and saints embrace thee with a love like mine. May one kind grave unite each hapless name, and graft my love immortal on thy fame! then, ages hence, when all my woes are o'er, when this rebellious heart shall beat no more; if ever chance two wand'ring lovers bring to Paraclete's white walls and silver spring, o'er the pale marble shall they join their heads, and drink the falling tears each other sheds; then sadly say, with mutual pity mov'd, "Oh may we never love as these have lov'd!" From the full choir when loud hosannas rise, and swell the pomp of dreadful sacrifice, amid that scene if some relenting eye glance on the stone where our cold relics lie, devotion's self shall steal a thought from Heav'n, one human tear shall drop, and be forgiv❜n. And sure if Fate some future bard shall join in sad similitude of griefs to mine, condemn'd whole years in absence to deplore, 345 350 355 360 and image charms he must behold no more; such if there be, who loves so long, so well, let him our sad, our tender story tell; the well-sung woes will sooth my pensive ghost; he best can paint 'em who shall feel 'em most. 366 EPISTLE TO SIR RICHARD TEMPLE, LORD COBHAM. tho' what he learns he speaks, and may advance 5 that from his cage cries Cuckold, Whore, and Knave, tho' many a passenger he rightly call, you hold him no philosopher at all. And yet the fate of all extremes is such, men may be read, as well as books, too much. 10 maxims are drawn from notions these from guess. There's some peculiar in each leaf and grain, some unmark'd fibre, or some varying vein. Shall only man be taken in the gross? 15 grant but as many sorts of mind as moss. That each from other differs first confess, next, that he varies from himself no less; 20 add Nature's, Custom's, Reason's, Passion's strife, and all Opinion's colours cast on life. Our depths who fathoms, or our shallows finds? quick whirls and shifting eddies of our minds. On human actions reason tho' you can, it may be reason, but it is not man: his principle of action once explore, that instant 't is his principle no more. Like following life, thro' creatures you lose it in the moment you detect. you dissect, 25 30 Yet more; the diff'rence is as great between the optics seeing as the objects seen. or come discolour'd thro' our passions shown; 35 when half our knowledge we must snatch, not take. Oft' in the passions' wild rotation tost, 41 our spring of action to ourselves is lost: tir'd, not determin'd, to the last we yield, and what comes then is master of the field. True, some are open, and to all men known; 45 50 55 At half mankind when gen'rous Manly raves, all know 't is virtue, for he thinks them knaves: when universal homage Umbra pays, all see 't is vice, and itch of vulgar praise. tho' strong the bent, yet quick the turns of mind: 60 65 the fool lies hid in inconsistencies. 70 See the same man in vigour, in the gout, alone, in company, in place, or out, early at bus'ness, and at hazard late, Who would not praise Patricio's high desert, 75 80 85 What made (say Montaigne, on more sage Charron) Otho a warrior, Cromwell a buffoon? A purjur'd prince a leaden saint revere, a godless regent tremble at a star? 90 |