when sleep, death's image, left my troubled breast, by something, liker death, possess'd: my eyes with tears did uncommanded flow, and on my soul hung the dull weight of some intolerable fate. What bell was that? Ah me! too much I know. did not with more reluctance part, if once my griefs prove tedious too. Silent and sad I walk about all day, as sullen ghosts stalk speechless by, alas! my treasure's gone; why do I stay? by friendship giv'n of old to fame. None but his brethren he, and sisters, knew, whom the kind youth preferr'd to me; and ev'n in that we did agree; for much above myself I lov'd them, too. Say, for you saw us, ye immortal lights! how oft unwearied have we spent the nights, till the Ledæan stars, so fam'd for love, wonder'd at us from above! We spent them not in toys, in lusts, or wine; but search of deep philosophy, wit, eloquence, and poetry; arts which I lov'd, for they, my friend, were thine. Ye fields of Cambridge, our dear Cambridge! say, have you not seen us walking every day? Was there a tree about, which did not know the love betwixt us two? Henceforth, ye gentle trees, for ever fade, sad branches thicker join, or your and into darksome shades combine, dark, as the grave, wherein my friend is laid. Henceforth, no learned youths beneath you sing, till all the tuneful birds t' your boughs they bring; no tuneful birds play with their wonted chear, and call the learned youths to hear; no whistling winds through the glad branches fly, but all with sad solemnity, mute and unmoved be, mute as the grave, wherein my friend does lie. To him my Muse made haste with every strain, whilst it was new, and warm yet from the brain, he lov'd my worthless rhymes, and like a friend would find out something to commend. Hence now, my Muse, thou canst not me delight; be this my latest verse with which I now adorn his hearse; and this my grief, without thy help, shall write. Instead of bays, crown with sad cypress me; cypress, which tombs does beautify : not Phoebus griev'd so much as I for him, who first was made that mournful tree. Large was his soul; as large a soul, as e'er submitted to inform a body here. High as the place 't was shortly in heav'n to have, but low, and humble as his grave; so high, that all the virtues there did come as to their chiefest seat conspicuous, and great; so low, that for me too it made a room. had all the light of youth, of the fire none. Whene'er the skilful youth discours'd or writ, still did the notions throng about his el'quent tongue, nor could his ink flow faster than his wit. So strong a wit did nature to him frame, as all things, but his judgment, overcame; his judgment like the heav'nly moon did shew, temp'ring that mighty sea below. Oh, had he liv'd in learning's world, what bound would have been able to controul his over-powering soul? we've lost in him arts, that not yet are found. as if wise nature bad made that her book. just like the first and highest sphere, which wheels about, and turns all heav'n one way. With as much zeal, devotion, piety, he always liv'd, as other saints do die. Still with his soul severe account he kept, weeping all debts out, ere he slept. Then down in peace and innocence he lay, like the sun's laborious light, which still in water sets at night, unsullied with his journey of the day. Wondrous young man! why wert thou made so good, to be snatch'd hence, ere better understood? snatch'd before half of thee enough was seen! thou, ripe; and yet thy life, but green! Nor could thy friends take their last sad farewell; but danger and infectious death maliciously seiz'd on that breath, where life, spirit, pleasure, always us'd to dwell. upon that white and radiant crew, see'st not a soul cloath'd with more light than thine. And, if the glorious saint cease not to know their wretched friends, who fight with life below; thy flame to me does still the same abide, only more pure and rarified. There, whilst immortal hymns thou dost rehearse, thou dost with holy pity see our dull and earthly poesy, where grief and misery can be join'd with verse. THE DESPAIR. Beneath this gloomy shade, by Nature only for my sorrows made, I'll spend this voice in cries, in tears I'll waste these eyes, by love so vainly fed; so Lust of old the deluge punished. ah! wretched youth! said I ; ah! wretched youth! twice did I sadly cry; ah! wretched youth! the fields and floods reply. When thoughts of love I entertain, I meet no words but Never, and, In vain ; never, alas! that dreadful name which fuels the infernal flame : never! my time to come must waste; |