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understand the effect of domestic love and duty upon a mind of the true heroic stamp. "We are often separate," said Nelson, in a letter to Mrs. Nisbet, a few months before their marriage; "but our affections are not "by any means on that account diminished. "Our country has the first demand for our "services; and private convenience or hap❝piness must ever give way to the public

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good. Duty is the great business of "a sea officer: all private considerations "must give way to it, however painful.” "Have you not often heard," says he, in another letter, that salt water and "absence always wash away love? Now "I am such a heretic as not to believe that "faith for behold, every morning I have "had six pails of salt water poured upon

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my head, and instead of finding what ❝seamen say to be true, it goes on so con"trary to the prescription, that you must, "perhaps, see me before the fixed time." More frequently his correspondence breathed a deeper strain. "To write letters to you," says he, "is the next greatest pleasure I

"feel to receiving them from you. What "I experience when I read such as I am "sure are the pure sentiments of your

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heart, my poor pen cannot express :-nor, ❝ indeed, would I give much for any pen ❝or head which could express feelings of ❝that kind. Absent from you, I feel no "pleasure: it is you who are every thing Without you, I care not for this "world; for I have found, lately, nothing ❝ in it but vexation and trouble. These are "my present sentiments. God Almighty "grant they may never change! Nor do I "think they will. Indeed there is, as far “as human knowledge can judge, a moral "certainty that they cannot; for it must be "real affection that brings us together; not "interest or compulsion," Such were the feelings, and such the sense of duty, with which Nelson became a husband.

During his stay upon this station he had ample opportunity of observing the scandalous practices of the contractors, prize-agents, and other persons in the West Indies connected with the naval service. When he

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was first left with the command, and bills were brought him to sign for money which was owing for goods purchased for the navy ; he required the original voucher, that he might examine whether those goods had been really purchased at the market price : but to produce vouchers would not have been convenient, and therefore was not the custom. Upon this Nelson wrote to Sir Charles Middleton, then comptroller of the navy, representing the abuses which were likely to be practised in this manner. answer which he received seemed to imply that the old forms were thought sufficient: and thus having no alternative, he was compelled, with his eyes open, to submit to a practice originating in fraudulent intentions. Soon afterwards two Antigua merchants informed him, that they were privy to great frauds, which had been committed upon government in various departments; at Antigua, to the amount of nearly 500,000l.; at Lucie, 300,000l.; at Barbadoes, 250,000l.; at Jamaica, upwards of a million. The informers were both shrewd, sensible men of

business they did not affect to be actuated by a sense of justice, but required a per centage upon so much as government should actually recover through their means. Nelson examined the books and papers which they produced, and was convinced that government had been most infamously plundered. Vouchers, he found, in that country, were no check whatever: the principle was, that "a thing was always worth what it "would bring:" and the merchants were in the habit of signing vouchers for each other, without even the appearance of looking at the articles. These accounts he sent home to the different departments which had been defrauded but the peculators were too powerful; and they succeeded not merely in impeding inquiry, but even in raising prejudices against Nelson at the board of admiralty, which it was many years before he could subdue.

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Owing, probably, to these prejudices, and the influence of the peculators, he was treated, on his return to England, in a manner which had nearly driven him from the service.

During the three years that the Boreas had remained upon a station which is usually so fatal, not a single officer or man of her whole complement had died. This almost unexampled instance of good health, though mostly, no doubt, imputable to a healthy season, must in some measure, also be ascribed to the wise conduct of the captain. He never suffered the ships to remain more than three or four at a time at any of the islands; and when the hurricane months confined him to English Harbour, he encouraged all kinds of useful amusements: music, dancing, and cudgelling, among the men; theatricals among the officers: any thing which could employ their attention, and keep their spirits cheerful. The Boreas arrived in England in June. Nelson, who had many times been supposed to be consumptive when in the West Indies, and perhaps was saved from consumption by that climate, was still in a precarious state of health; and the raw wet weather of one of our ungenial summers brought on cold and sore throat, and fever; yet his vessel was kept at

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