Hed figh'd and languifh'd, vow'd and writ, For paftime, or to fhew his wit
But books, and time, and state affairs,
Had fpoil'd his fashionable airs :
He now could praise, esteem, approve,
But underfood not what was love.
His conduct might have made him styl❜d A father, and the nymph his child.
That innocent delight he took To fee the virgin mind her book, Was but the master's fecret joy In fchool to hear the finest boy. Her knowledge with her fancy grew ; She hourly prefs'd for fomething new; Ideas came into her mind
So faft, his leffons lagg'd behind; She reafon'd, without plodding long, Nor ever gave her judgement wrong.
But now a fudden change was wrought: She minds no longer what he taught. I 4
Cadenus was amaz'd, to find
Such marks of a diftracted mind:
For, though the feem'd to liften more
To all he spoke, than e'er before,
He found her thoughts would absent range,
Yet guefs'd not whence could spring the change. And first he modeftly conjectures
His pupil might be tir'd with lectures; Which help'd to mortify his pride, Yet gave him not the heart to chide : But, in a mild dejected strain, At laft he ventur'd to complain;
Said, fhe fhould be no longer teas'd,
Might have her freedom when the pleas'd; Was now convinc'd, he acted wrong
He wak'd, and found it but a dream; A project far above his fkill;
For nature must be nature still. If he were bolder than became A fcholar to a courtly dame,
She might excufe a man of letters; Thus tutors often treat their betters:
She well remember'd, to her cost, That all his leffons were not loft. Two maxims fhe could ftill produce, And fad experience taught their use; That virtue, pleas'd by being shown, Knows nothing which it dares not own ; Can make us without fear difclofe Our inmost secrets to our foes: That common forms were not defign'd Directors to a noble mind.
Now, faid the nymph, to let
My actions with your rules agree; That I can vulgar forms defpife, And have no fecrets to disguise :
I knew, by what you said and writ, How dangerous things were men of wit; You caution'd me against their charms, But never gave me equal arms;
Your leffons found the weakest part, Aim'd at the head, but reach'd the heart.
Cadenus felt within him rife Shame, difappointment, guilt, furprize. He knew not how to reconcile Such language with her usual style: And yet her words were fo exprest,
He could not hope the fpoke in jeft.
Without diftinguishing her face: Much lefs could his declining age Vaneffa's earliest thoughts engage; And, if her youth indifference met, His perfon must contempt beget : Or, grant her paffion be fincere, How fhall his innocence be clear? Appearances were all so strong,
The world muft think him in the wrong : Would fay, he made a treacherous use
Of wit, to flatter and feduce:
The town would fwear, he had betray'd By magic fpells the harmless maid: And every beau would have his jokes, That scholars were like other folks; And, when Platonic flights were over,
The tutor turn'd a mortal lover!
So tender of the young and fair! It fhew'd a true paternal care Five thousand guineas in her purse ! The Doctor might have fancy'd worse. Hardly at length he filence broke, And faulter'd every word he spoke ; Interpreting her complaifance, Juft as a man fans consequence, She raillied well, he always knew: Her manner now was fomething new; And what the spoke was in an air As ferious as a tragic player. But those who aim at ridicule Should fix upon fome certain rule, Which fairly hints they are in jeft, Elfe he must enter his protest: For, let a man be ne'er fo wife, He may be caught with sober lies; A fcience which he never taught, And, to be free, was dearly bought; For, take it in its proper light, 'Tis juft what coxcombs call a bite.
But, not to dwell on things minute, Vaneffa finish'd the difpute, Brought weighty arguments to prove That reason was her guide in love. She thought he had himself describ'd, His doctrines when the firft imbib'd: What he had planted, now was grown;. His virtues the might call her own;
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