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it is to be feared, however we might be startled at first, that the impressions will scarce last longer than the instantaneous shock which occasioned them. And I make no doubt, should a man have courage to declare his opinion, 'that he believed it was an indication of God's anger upon a corrupt generation,' that it would be great odds but he would be pitied for his weakness, or openly laughed at for his superstition. Or if, after such a declaration, he was thought worth setting right in his mistakes, he would be informed that religion had nothing to do in explications of this kind; that all such violent vibrations of the earth were owing to subterraneous caverns falling down of themselves, or being blown up by nitrous and sulphureous vapours rarefied by heat; and that it was idle to bring in the Deity to untie the knot, when it can be resolved easily into natural causes. Vain unthinking mortals! As if natural causes were anything else in the hands of God but instruments, which he can turn to work the purposes of his will, either to reward or punish, as seems fitting to his infinite wisdom.

Thus no man repenteth him of his wickedness, saying, What have I done?-but every one turneth to his course as a horse rusheth into the battle. To conclude: However we may underrato it now, it is a maxim of eternal truth,

which both reasonings and all accounts from history confirm, that the wickedness and corruption of a people will sooner or later always bring on temporal mischiefs and calamities. And can it be otherwise? for a vicious nation not only carries the seeds of destruction within, from the natural workings and course of things, but it lays itself open to the whole force and injury of accidents from without; and I do venture to say there never was a nation or people fallen into troubles or decay, but one might justly leave the same remark upon them which the sacred historian makes in the text upon the misfortunes of the Israelites, -For so it was, that they had sinned against the Lord their God.

Let us therefore constantly bear in mind that conclusion of the sacred writer which I shall give you in his own beautiful and awful language:

'But the Lord, who brought you up out of the land of Egypt, with great power and a stretched-out arm, him shall ye fear, and him shall ye worship, and to him shall ye do sacrifice. And the statutes, and the ordinances, and the commandments he wrote for you, ye shall observe to do for evermore. The Lord your God ye shall fear, and he shall deliver you out of the hand of all your enemies.'

Now to God the Father, etc.

END OF SERMONS.

LETTERS.

TO DAVID GARRICK, Esq.

WHEN I was asked to whom I should dedicate | Mr. Garrick's friendship and opinion of him!

this volume, I carelessly answered-To no one. Why not? (replied the person who put the question to me.) Because most Dedications look like begging a protection to the book. Perhaps a worse interpretation may be given to it. No, no! already so much obliged, I cannot, will not, put another tax upon the generosity of any friend of Mr. Sterne's or mine. I went home to my lodgings, and gratitude warmed my heart to such a pitch that I vowed they should be dedicated to the man my father so much admired; who, with an unprejudiced eye, read and approved his works, and, moreover, loved the man. "Tis to Mr. Garrick, then, that I dedicate these Genuine Letters.

'Twas a tribute to friendship; and as a tribute of my gratitude I dedicate these volumes to a man of understanding and feeling. Receive this as it is meant. May you, dear sir, approve of these letters as much as Mr. Sterne admired you; but Mr. Garrick, with all his urbanity, can never carry the point half so far, for Mr. Sterne was an enthusiast, if it is possible to be one, in favour of Mr. Garrick.

This may appear a very simple Dedication, but Mr. Garrick will judge by his own sensibility that I can feel more than I can express, and I believe he will give me credit for all my grateful acknowledgments.

I am, with every sentiment of gratitude and

Can I forget the sweet epitaph' which proved esteem,

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1 Besides the Letters printed by Mrs. Medalle, those written by Mr. Sterne to Eliza, and a few others, are added to the present Edition.

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LETTERS.

I. TO MISS L—.

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YES! I will steal from the world, and not a babbling tongue shall tell where I am-Echo shall not so much as whisper my hiding-place suffer thy imagination to paint it as a little sungilt cottage on the side of a romantic hill-dost thou think I will leave love and friendship behind me? No! they shall be my companions in solitude, for they will sit down and rise up with me in the amiable form of my. We will be as merry and as innocent as our first parents in Paradise, before the arch-fiend entered that undescribable scene.

The kindest affections will have room to shoot and expand in our retirement, and produce such fruit as madness, and envy, and ambition have always killed in the bud. Let the human tempest and hurricane rage at a distance, the desolation is beyond the horizon of peace. My L- has seen a polyanthus blow in December-some friendly wall has sheltered it from the biting wind. No planetary influence shall reach us but that which presides and cherishes the sweetest flowers. God preserve us! how delightful this prospect in idea! We will build and we will plant in our own way-simplicity shall not be tortured by art—we will learn of nature how to live: she shall be our alchymist to mingle all the good of life into one salubrious draught. The gloomy family of care and distrust shall be banished from our dwelling, guarded by thy kind and tutelar deity: we will sing our choral songs of gratitude, and rejoice to the end of our pilgrimage.

Adieu, my L. Return to one who languishes for thy society. L. STERNE.

II. TO THE SAME.

You bid me tell you, my dear L-, how I bore your departure for S-, and whether the valley where D'Estella stands retains still its looks, or if I think the roses or jessamines smell as sweet

This and the three subsequent letters were written by Mr. Sterne to his wife, while she resided in Staffordshire, before their marriage.

as when you left it. Alas! everything has now lost its relish and look. The hour you left D'Estella I took to my bed. I was worn out with fevers of all kinds, but most by that fever of the heart with which thou knowest well I have been wasting these two years, and shall continue wasting till you quit S. The good Miss S-, from the forebodings of the best of hearts, thinking I was ill, insisted upon my going to her. What can be the cause, my dear L-, that I never have been able to see the face of this mutual friend but I feel myself rent to pieces? She made me stay an hour with her; and in that short space I burst into tears a dozen different times, and in such affectionate gusts of passion that she was constrained to leave the room and sympathize in her dressingroom. I have been weeping for you both, said she, in a tone of the sweetest pity-(for poor L-'s heart I have long known it, her anguish is as sharp as yours, her heart as tender, her constancy as great, her virtues as heroic)-Heaven brought you not together to be tormented. I could only answer her with a kind look and a heavy sigh, and returned home to your lodgings (which I have hired till your return), to resign myself to misery. Fanny had prepared me a supper-she is all attention to me; but I sat over it with tears-a bitter sauce, my L-; but I could eat it with no other, for the moment she began to spread my little table my heart fainted within

me.

One solitary plate, one knife, one fork, one glass: I gave a thousand pensive penetrating looks at the chair thou hadst so often graced in those quiet and sentimental repasts, then laid down my knife and fork, and took out my handkerchief, and clapped it across my face, and wept like a child. I do so this very moment, my L-; for as I take up my pen my poor pulse quickens, my pale face glows, and tears are trickling down upon the paper as I trace the word L. 0 thou blessed in thyself and in thy virtues— blessed to all that know thee-to me most so, because more do I know of thee than all thy sex! This is the philtre, my L-, by which thou hast charmed me, and by which thou wilt hold me thine, whilst virtue and faith hold this world together. This, my friend, is the plain

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and simple magic by which I told Miss have won a place in that heart of thine, on which I depend so satisfied, that time or distance, or change of everything which might alarm the hearts of little men, create no uneasy suspense in mine. Wast thou to stay in S- these seven years, thy friend, though he would grieve, scorns to doubt or to be doubted,-'tis the only exception where security is not the parent of danger. I told you poor Fanny was all attention to me since your departure-contrives every day bringing in the name of L-. She told me last night (upon giving me some hartshorn), she had observed my illness began the very day of your departure for S-; that I had never held up my head, had seldom or scarce ever smiled, had fled from all society; that she verily believed I was broken-hearted, for she had never entered the room, or passed by the door, but she heard me sigh heavily; that I neither ate, or slept, or took pleasure in anything as before. Judge then, my L-, can the valley look so well, or the roses and jessamines smell so sweet as heretofore? Ah me! but adieu: the vesper bell calls me from thee to my God. L. STERNE.

III. TO THE SAME.

BEFORE now, my L- has lodged an indictment against me in the high court of Friendship; I plead guilty to the charge, and entirely submit to the mercy of that amiable tribunal. Let this mitigate my punishment, if it will not expiate my transgression: do not say that I shall offend again in the same manner, though a too easy pardon sometimes occasions a repetition of the same fault. A miser says, Though I do no good with my money to-day, to-morrow shall be marked with some deed of beneficence. libertine says, Let me enjoy this week in forbidden and luxurious pleasures, and the next I will dedicate to serious thought and reflection. The gamester says, Let me have one more chance with the dice, and I will never touch them more. The knave of every profession wishes to obtain but independency, and he will become an honest man. The female coquette triumphs in tormenting her inamorato, for fear, after marriage, he should not pity her.

be bestowed with more liberality. We cannot gather grapes from thorns, so we must not expect kind attachments from persons who are wholly folded up in selfish schemes. I do not know whether I most despise or pity such characters. Nature never made an unkind creature; ill-usage and bad habits have deformed a fair and lovely creation.

My L, thou art surrounded by all the melancholy gloom of winter: wert thou alone, the retirement would be agreeable. ambition might envy such a retreat, and disDisappointed appointed love would seek it out. Crowded towns, and busy societies, may delight the unthinking and the gay, but solitude is the best nurse of wisdom. Methinks I see my contemplative girl now in the garden, watching the gradual approaches of spring. Dost not thou mark with delight the first vernal buds? The snow-drop and primrose, these early and welcome visitors, spring beneath thy feet, Flora and Pomona already consider thee as their handmaid; and in a little time will load thee with their sweetest blessing. The feathered race are all thy own; and with them, untaught harmony will soon begin to cheer thy morning and evening walks. Sweet as this may be, return-return. The birds of Yorkshire will tune their pipes, and sing as melodiously as those of Staffordshire.

my peace. Adieu, my beloved L-, thine too much for L. STERNE.

IV. TO THE SAME.

I HAVE offended her whom I so tenderly love! What could tempt me to it? But if a beggar was to knock at thy gate, wouldst thou not open the The door and be melted with compassion? I know thou wouldst, for pity has erected a temple in thy bosom. Sweetest, and best of all human passions, let thy web of tenderness cover the pensive form of affliction, and soften the darkest shades of misery! I have reconsidered this apology, and, alas! what will it accomplish? Arguments, however finely spun, can change the nature of things: very true; so a truce with them.

The apparition of the fifth instant (for letters may almost be called so) proved more welcome, as I did not expect it. Oh, my L-, thou art kind indeed to make an apology for me, and thou never wilt assuredly repent of one act of kindness; for being thy debtor, I will pay thee with interest. Why does my L- complain of the desertion of friends? Where does the human being live that will not join in this complaint? It is a common observation, and perhaps too true, that married people seldom extend their regards beyond their own fireside. There is such a thing as parsimony in esteem, as well as money; yet, as one costs nothing, it might

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accident, and, what is worse, he has left a widow I have lost a very valuable friend by a sad and five young children to lament this sudden stroke. If real usefulness and integrity of heart could have secured him from this, his friends would not now be mourning his untimely fate. These dark and seemingly cruel dispensations of Providence often make the best of human hearts complain. Who can paint the distress of an affectionate mother, made a widow in a moment, weeping in bitterness over a numerous, helpless, and fatherless offspring! God! these are thy chastisements, and require (hard task !) a pious acquiescence.

Forgive me this digression, and allow me to

drop a tear over a departed friend, and, what is more excellent, an honest man. My L-! thou wilt feel all that kindness can inspire in the death of. The event was sudden, and thy gentle spirit would be more alarmed on that account. But, my L-, thou hast less to lament, as old age was creeping on, and the period of doing good and being useful was nearly over. At sixty years of age the tenement gets fast out of repair, and the lodger with anxiety thinks of a discharge. In such a situation, the poet might well say,

'The soul uneasy,' etc.

My L-talks of leaving the country. May a kind angel guide thy steps hither! Solitude at length grows tiresome. Thou sayest thou wilt quit the place with regret: I think so too. Does not something uneasy mingle with the very reflection of leaving it? It is like parting with an old friend, whose temper and company one has long been acquainted with. I think I see you looking twenty times a day at the house, almost counting every brick and pane of glass, and telling them at the same time, with a sigh, you are going to leave them. Oh, happy modification of matter! they will remain insensible of thy loss. But how wilt thou be able to part with thy garden? The recollection of so many pleasing walks must have endeared it to you. The trees, the shrubs, the flowers, which thou rearedst with thy own hands, will they not droop and fade away sooner upon thy departure? Who will be thy successor to nurse them in thy absence? Thou wilt leave thy name upon the myrtle-tree. If trees, and shrubs, and flowers could compose an elegy, I should expect a very plaintive one upon this subject.

Adieu, adieu! Believe me, ever, ever thine,
L. STERNE.

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******, and till you read my Tristram, do not, like some people, condemn it. Laugh I am sure you will at some passages. I have hired a small house in the Minster Yard for my wife and daughter: the latter is to begin dancing, etc. If I cannot leave her a fortune, I will at least give her an education. As I shall publish my works very soon, I shall be in town by March, and shall have the pleasure of meeting with you. All your friends are well, and ever hold you in the same estimation that your sincere friend does.

Adieu, dear lady. Believe me, with every wish for your happiness, your most faithful, etc. LAURENCE STERNE.

VI.-TO DR. *****

Jan. 30, 1760. DEAR SIR,-De mortuis nil nisi bonum is a maxim which you have so often of late urged in conversation, and in your letters (but in your last especially), with such seriousness, and severity against me, as the supposed transgressor of the rule, that you have made me at length as serious and severe as yourself: but that the humours you have stirred up might not work too potently within me, I have waited four days to cool myself, before I would set pen to paper to answer you, 'de mortuis nil nisi bonum.' I declare I have considered the wisdom and foundation of it over and over again, as dispassionately and charitably as a good Christian can; and after all, I can find nothing in it, or make more of it than a nonsensical lullaby of some nurse, put into Latin by some pedant, to be chanted by some hypocrite to the end of the world, for the consolation of departing lechers. | "Tis, I own, Latin; and I think that is all the weight it has-for, in plain English, 'tis a loose and futile position below a dispute-' you are not to speak anything of the dead but what is good.' Why so? Who says so?-Neither reason nor YORK, Tuesday, Nov. 19, 1759. Scripture. Inspired authors have done otherDEAR MADAM,-Your kind inquiries after my wise; and reason and common sense tell me health deserve my best thanks. What can give that, if the characters of past ages and men are one more pleasure than the good wishes of those to be drawn at all, they are to be drawn like we value? I am sorry you give so bad an themselves; that is, with their excellences, and account of your own health, but hope you with their foibles; and it is as much a piece of will find benefit from tar-water: it has been justice to the world, and to virtue too, to do the of infinite service to me. I suppose, my good one, as the other. The ruling passion, et les lady, by what you say in your letter, that Iegaremens du cœur, are the very things which am busy writing an extraordinary book,' that your intelligence comes from York, the fountainhead of all chit-chat news, and, no matter. Now for your desire of knowing the reason of my turning author: why, truly I am tired of employing my brains for other people's advantage. 'Tis a foolish sacrifice I have made for some years to an ungrateful person. I depend much upon the candour of the public, but I shall not pick out a jury to try the merit of my book

V. TO MRS. F-.

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mark and distinguish a man's character; in which I would as soon leave out a man's head as his hobby-horse. However, if, like the poor devil of a painter, we must conform to this pious canon, de mortuis, etc.—which I own has a spice of piety in the sound of it,—and be obliged to paint both our angels and our devils out of the same pot, I then infer that our Sydenhams and Sangrados, our Lucretias and Messalinas, our Somers and our Bolingbrokes, are alike

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