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horn!—and the old gentleman, turning a little more towards the notary, began to dictate his story in these words :

And where is the rest of it, La Fleur? said I,-as he just then entered the room

There is a long dark passage issuing out from the Opera Comique into a narrow street; 'tis trod by a few who humbly wait for a fiacre, or wish to get off quietly o'foot when the opera is done. At the end of it, towards the theatre, 'tis lighted by a small candle, the light of which is almost lost before you get half-way down;

THE FRAGMENT, AND THE BOUQUET.' but near the door, 'tis more for ornament than

PARIS.

WHEN La Fleur came close up to the table, and was made to comprehend what I wanted, he told me there were only two other sheets of it, which he had wrapped round the stalks of a bouquet to keep it together, which he had presented to the demoiselle upon the Boulevards.... Then prithee, La Fleur, said I, step back to her, to the Count de B****'s hotel, and see if thou canst get it. .. There is no doubt of it, said La Fleur;-and away he flew.

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In a very little time the poor fellow came back, quite out of breath, with deeper marks of disappointment in his looks than could arise from the simple irreparability of the fragment. Juste Ciel in less than two minutes that the poor fellow had taken his last tender farewell of her, his faithless mistress had given his gage d'amour to one of the Count's footmen-the footman to a young sempstress-and the sempstress to a fiddler, with my fragment at the end of it. Our misfortunes were involved together. -I gave a sigh, and La Fleur echoed it back again to my ear.

.. How perfidious! cried La Fleur. . . . How unlucky! said I.

. . . I should not have been mortified, monsieur, quoth La Fleur, if she had lost it. ... Nor I, La Fleur, said I, had I found it. Whether I did or no, will be seen hereafter.

THE ACT OF CHARITY.

PARIS.

THE man who either disdains or fears to walk up a dark entry may be an excellent good man, and fit for a hundred things; but he will not do to make a good Sentimental Traveller. I count little of the many things I see pass at broad noon-day, in large and open streets.-Nature is shy, and hates to act before spectators; but in such an unobserved corner you sometimes see a single short scene of hers worth all the sentiments of a dozen French plays compounded together; and yet they are absolutely fine ;—and whenever I have a more brilliant affair upon my hands than common, as they suit a preacher quite as well as a hero, I generally make my sermon out of 'em; and for the text-'Cappadocia, Pontus and Asia, Phrygia and Pamphylia,' is as good as any one in the Bible.

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use; you see it as a fix'd star of the least magnitude; it burns,-but does little good to the world, that we know of.

In returning along this passage, I discerned, as I approached within five or six paces of the door, two ladies standing, arm in arm, with their backs against the wall, waiting, as I imagined, for a fiacre. As they were next the door, I thought they had a prior right; so edged myself up within a yard or little more of them, and quietly took my stand.-I was in black, and

scarce seen.

The lady next me was a tall lean figure of s woman, of about thirty-six; the other, of the same size and make, of about forty: there was no mark of wife or widow in any one part of either of them ;-they seemed to be two upright vestal sisters, unsapped by caresses, unbroke in upon by tender salutations. I could have wished to have made them happy;-their happiness was destined, that night, to come from another quarter.

A low voice, with a good turn of expression, and sweet cadence at the end of it, begged for a twelve-sous piece betwixt them, for the love of Heaven. I thought it singular that a beggar should fix the quota of an alms,-and that the sum should be twelve times as much as what is usually given in the dark. They both seemed astonished at it as much as myself. . . . Twelve sous! said one. . . . A twelve-sous piece! said the other, and made no reply.

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ness and humanity which makes your bright eyes so sweet that they outshine the morning, even in this dark passage? and what was it which made the Marquis de Santerre and his brother say so much of you both as they just passed by?

The two ladies seemed much affected; and impulsively, at the same time, they both put their hands into their pockets, and each took out a twelve-sous piece.

The contest between them and the poor supplicant was no more,-it was continued betwixt themselves which of the two should give the twelve-sous piece in charity;-and, to end the dispute, they both gave it together, and the man went away.

THE RIDDLE EXPLAINED.

PARIS.

I STEPPED hastily after him: it was the very man whose success in asking charity of the women before the door of the hotel had so puzzled me; and I found at once his secret, or at least the basis of it;-'twas flattery.

Delicious essence! how refreshing art thou to Nature! how strongly are all its powers and all its weaknesses on thy side! how sweetly dost thou mix with the blood, and help it through the most difficult and tortuous passages to the heart! The poor man, as he was not straitened for time, had given it here in a larger dose: 'tis certain he had a way of bringing it into less form, for the many sudden cases he had to do with in the streets; but how he contrived to correct, sweeten, concentre, and qualify it,-I vex not my spirit with the inquiry;-it is enough, the beggar gained two twelve-sous pieces, and they can best tell the rest who have gained much greater matters by it.

PARIS.

WE get forwards in the world not so much by doing services as receiving them: you take a withering twig, and put it in the ground; and then you water it, because you have planted it. Mons. le Count de B****, merely because he had done me one kindness in the affair of the passport, would go on and do me another, the few days he was at Paris, in making me known to a few people of rank;-and they were to present me to others,-and so on.

I had got master of my secret just in time to turn these honours to some little account; otherwise, as is commonly the case, I should have dined or supped a single time or two round; and then, by translating French looks and attitudes into plain English, I should presently have scen that I had got hold of the couvert' of some

Plate, napkin, knife, fork, and spoon.

more entertaining guest; and, in course, should have resigned all my places, one after another, merely upon the principle that I could not keep them.-As it was, things did not go much amiss. I had the honour of being introduced to the old Marquis de B****. In days of yore he had signalized himself by some small feats of chivalry in the Cour d'Amour, and had dressed himself out to the idea of tilts and tournaments ever since. The Marquis de B**** wished to have it thought the affair was somewhere else than in his brain. He could like to take a trip to England;' and asked much of the English ladies. Stay where you are, I beseech you, Mons. le Marquis, said I.-Les Messieurs Anglois can scarce get kind look from them as it is.—The Marquis invited me to supper.

Mons. P****, the farmer-general, was just as inquisitive about our taxes.-They were very considerable, he heard. . . If we knew but how to collect them, said I, making him a low bow.

I could never have been invited to Mons. P****'s concerts upon any other terms.

I had been misrepresented to Madame de Q*** as an esprit.-Madame de Q*** was an esprit herself: she burnt with impatience to see me, and hear me talk. I had not taken my seat, before I saw she did not care a sous whether I had any wit or no-I was let in to be convinced she had.-I call Heaven to witness I never once opened the door of my lips.

Madame de V*** vowed to every creature she met, 'She had never had a more improving conversation with a man in her life.'

There are three epochas in the empire of a French woman ;-she is coquette,-then deist, then dévote. The empire during these is never lost;-she only changes her subjects; when thirty-five years and more have unpeopled her dominions of the slaves of love, she re-peoples it with the slaves of infidelity, and then with the slaves of the church.

Madame de V*** was vibrating betwixt the first of these epochas: the colour of the rose was fading fast away;-she ought to have been a deist five years before the time I had the honour to pay my first visit.

She placed me upon the same sofa with her, for the sake of disputing the point of religion more closely. In short, Madame de V*** told me she believed nothing.—I told Madame de V*** it might be her principle; but I was sure it could not be her interest to level the outworks, without which I could not conceive how such a citadel as hers could be defended; that there was not a more dangerous thing in the world than for a beauty to be a deist; that it was a debt I owed my creed not to conceal it from her- that I had not been five minutes upon the sofa beside her, before I had begun to form designs ;-and what is it but the sentiments of religion, and the persuasion they

had excited in her breast, which could have checked them as they rose up?

We are not adamant, said I, taking hold of her hand; and there is need of all restraints, till age in her own time steals in and lays them on us.-But, my dear lady, said I, kissing her hand, 'tis too-too soon.

I declare I had the credit all over Paris of unperverting Madame de V***.-She affirmed to Mons. D*** and the Abbé M***, that in one half hour I had said more for revealed religion than all their Encyclopedia had said against it. -I was lifted directly in Madame de V***'s coterie; and she put off the epocha of deism for two years.

I remember it was in this coterie, in the middle of a discourse, in which I was showing the necessity of a first cause, that the young Count de Faineant took me by the hand to the farthest corner of the room, to tell me my solitaire was pinned too strait about my neck. . . . It should be plus badinant, said the Count, looking down upon his own;—but a word, Mons. Yorick, to the wise....

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Just Heaven!-it would fill up twenty volumes; and alas! I have but a few small pages left of this to crowd it into,—and half of these must be taken up with the poor Maria my friend Mr. Shandy met with near Moulines. The story he had told of that disordered maid affected me not a little in the reading; but when I had got within the neighbourhood where she lived, it returned so strongly into my mind, that I could not resist an impulse which prompted me to go half a league out of the road, to the village where her parents dwelt, to inquire after her.

"Tis going, I own, like the Knight of the Woeful Countenance, in quest of melancholy adventures ;-I know not how it is, but I am never so perfectly conscious of the existence of a soul within me as when I am entangled in them.

The old mother came to the door; her looks told me the story before she opened her mouth. |--She had lost her husband; he had died, she said, of anguish, for the loss of Maria's sense, about a month before.—She had feared at first, she added, that it would have plundered her

-And from the wise, Mons. le Count, replied poor girl of what little understanding was left; I, making him a bow,-is enough.

The Count de Faineant embraced me with more ardour than ever I was embraced by mortal

man.

For three weeks together I was of every man's opinion I met.- -Pardi! ce Mons. Yorick a autant d'esprit que nous autres. . . . Il raisonne bien, said another. . . . C'est un bon enfant, said a third. And at this price I could have eaten and drunk and been merry all the days of my life at Paris; but 'twas a dishonest reckoning ;I grew ashamed of it: it was the gain of a slave: | every sentiment of honour revolted against it. The higher I got, the more was I forced upon my beggarly system;—the better the coterie,— the more children of Art,-I languished for those of Nature; and one night, after a most vile prostitution of myself to half a dozen different people, I grew sick, went to bed, ordered La Fleur to get me horses in the morning, to set out for Italy.

MARIA.

MOULINES.

I NEVER felt what the distress of plenty was in any one shape till now,-to travel it through the Bourbonnois, the sweetest part of France, in the heyday of the vintage, when Nature is pouring her abundance into every one's lap, and every eye is lifted up,-a journey through each step of which music beats time to labour, and all her children are rejoicing as they carry in their clusters ;-to pass through this with my affections flying out, and kindling at every group before me,-and every one of them was pregnant with adventures.

-but, on the contrary, it had brought her more to herself ;-still she could not rest.—Her poor daughter, she said, crying, was wandering somewhere about the road.

-Why does my pulse beat languid as I write this? and what made La Fleur, whose heart seemed only to be tuned to joy, to pass the back of his hand twice across his eyes, as the woman stood and told it? I beckoned to the postillion to turn back into the road.

When we had got within half a league of Moulines, at a little opening in the road, leading to a thicket, I discovered poor Maria sitting under a poplar. She was sitting with her elbow in her lap, and her head leaning on one side within her hand :-a small brook ran at the foot of the tree.

I bid the postillion go on with the chaise to Moulines;-and La Fleur to bespeak my supper; and that I would walk after him.

She was dressed in white, and much as my friend described her, except that her hair hung loose, which before was twisted with a silken net. She had superadded likewise, to her jacket, a pale green riband, which fell across her shoulder to the waist; at the end of which hung her pipe.-Her goat had been as faithless as her lover; and she had got a little dog in lieu of him, which she kept tied by a string to her! girdle. As I looked at her dog, she drew him towards her with the string. Thou shalt not leave me, Sylvio,' said she. I looked in Maria's eyes, and saw she was thinking more of her father than of her lover, or her little goat; for, as she uttered them, the tears trickled down her cheeks.

I sat down close by her; and Maria let me wipe them away as they fell, with my handker

chief.—I then steeped it in my own,—and then in hers, and then in mine,—and then I wiped hers again;—and as I did it, I felt such undescribable emotions within me as I am sure could not be accounted for from any combinations of matter and motion.

I am positive I have a soul; nor can all the books with which materialists have pestered the world ever convince me to the contrary.

MARIA.

WHEN Maria had come a little to herself, I asked her if she remembered a pale thin person of a man, who had sat down betwixt her and her goat about two years before? . . . She said, she was unsettled much at that time, but remembered it upon two accounts :-that, ill as she was, she saw the person pitied her; and next, that her goat had stolen his handkerchief, and she had beat him for the theft ;-she had washed it, she said, in the brook, and kept it ever since in her pocket, to restore it to him, in case she should ever see him again; which, she added, he had half promised her. As she told me this, she took the handkerchief out of her pocket, to let me see it; she had folded it up neatly in a couple of vine-leaves, tied round with a tendril.-On opening it, I saw an S. marked in one of the corners.

-She had since that, she told me, strayed as far as Rome, and walked round St. Peter's once -and returned back;-that she found her way alone across the Apennines,-had travelled over all Lombardy without money,-and through the flinty roads of Savoy without shoes: how she had borne it, and how she had got supported, she could not tell ;-but God tempers the winds, said Maria, to the shorn lamb.

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Shorn indeed! and to the quick, said I-and wast thou in my own land, where I have a cottage, I would take thee to it, and shelter thee; thou shouldst eat of my own bread, and drink of my own cup;-I would be kind to thy Sylvio ;-in all thy weaknesses and wanderings I would seek after thee, and bring thee back; when the sun went down I would say my prayers; and when I had done thou shouldst play thy evening-song upon thy pipe: nor would the incense of my sacrifice be worse accepted for entering heaven along with that of a broken heart!

Nature melted within me as I uttered this; and Maria observing, as I took out my handkerchief, that it was steeped too much already to be of use, would needs go wash it in the stream.

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THOUGH I hate salutations and grectings in the market-place, yet, when we got into the middle of this, I stopped to take my last look and last farewell of Maria.

Maria, though not tall, was nevertheless of the first order of fine forms :-affliction had touched her looks with something that was scarce earthly ;-still she was feminine; and so much was there about her of all that the heart wishes, or the eye looks for, in woman, that, could the traces be ever worn out of her brain, and those of Eliza out of mine, she should not only eat of my bread and drink of my own cup, but Maria should lie in my bosom, and be unto me as a daughter.

Adieu, poor luckless maiden!-Imbibe the oil and wine which the compassion of a stranger, as he journeyeth on his way, now pours into thy wounds;-the Being who has twice bruised thee can only bind them up for ever.

THE BOURBONNOIS.

THERE was nothing from which I had painted out for myself so joyous a riot of the affections as in this journey in the vintage, through this part of France; but pressing through this gate of sorrow to it, my sufferings have totally unfitted me. In every scene of festivity I saw Maria in the background of the piece, sitting pensive under her poplar: and I had got almost to Lyons before I was able to cast a shade across her.

Dear Sensibility! source inexhausted of all that's precious in our joys, or costly in our sorrows!-thou chainest thy martyr down upon his bed of straw, and 'tis thou who liftest him up to heaven!-Eternal fountain of our feeling! -'tis here I trace thee,-and this is thy' divinity which stirs within me;'-not that, in some sad and sickening moments, my soul shrinks back upon herself, and startles at destruction l'—mere pomp of words!--but that I feel some generous

... And is your heart still so warm, Maria? joys and generous cares beyond myself ;-all said I.

I touched upon the string on which hung all her sorrows;-she looked with wistful disorder

comes from thee, great-great Sensorium of the world! which vibrates, if a hair of our heads but fall upon the ground, in the remotest desert

of thy creation.-Touched with thee, Eugenius draws my curtain when I languish,-hears my tale of symptoms, and blames the weather for the disorder of his nerves. Thou givest a portion of it sometimes to the roughest peasant who traverses the bleakest mountains ;-he finds the lacerated lamb of another's flock.-This moment I behold him leaning with his head against his crook, with piteous inclination looking down upon it!-Oh! had I come one moment sooner!-it bleeds to death!-his gentle heart bleeds with it!

Peace to thee, generous swain !—I see thou walkest off with anguish,-but thy joys shall balance it; for happy is thy cottage, and happy is the sharer of it, and happy are the lambs which sport about you.

THE SUPPER.

A SHOE Coming loose from the forefoot of the thill-horse, at the beginning of the ascent of Mount Taurira, the postillion dismounted, twisted the shoe off, and put it in his pocket. As the ascent was of five or six miles, and that horse our main dependence, I made a point of having the shoe fastened on again as well as we could; but the postillion had thrown away the nails; and the hammer in the chaise-box being of no great use without them, I submitted to go on.

He had not mounted half a mile higher, when, coming to a flinty piece of road, the poor devil lost a second shoe, and from off his other forefoot. I then got out of the chaise in good earnest; and seeing a house about a quarter of a mile to the left hand, with a great deal to do, I prevailed upon the postillion to turn up to it. The look of the house, and of everything about it, as we drew nearer, soon reconciled me to the disaster. It was a little farm-house, surrounded with about twenty acres of vineyard, about as much corn; and close to the house, on one side, was a potagerie of an acre and a half, full of everything which could make plenty in a French peasant's house ;-and on the other side was a little wood, which furnished wherewithal to dress it. It was about eight in the evening when I got to the house,-s ,—so I left the postillion to manage his point as he could; and, for mine, I walked directly into the house.

The family consisted of an old grey-headed man and his wife, with five or six sons and sonsin-law, and their several wives, and a joyous genealogy out of them.

They were all sitting down together to their lentil-soup; a large wheaten loaf was in the middle of the table; and a flagon of wine at each end of it promised joy through the stages of the repast;-'twas a feast of love.

The old man rose up to meet me, and, with a respectful cordiality, would have me sit down at the table. My heart was set down the

moment I entered the room: so I sat down at once, like a son of the family; and, to invest myself in the character as speedily as I could, I instantly borrowed the old man's knife, and, taking up the loaf, cut myself a hearty luncheon; and, as I did it, I saw a testimony in every eye, not only of an honest welcome, but of a welcome mixed with thanks that I had not seemed to doubt it.

Was it this? or, tell me, Nature, what else it was that made this morsel so sweet,-and to what magic I owe it that the draught I took of their flagon was so delicious with it that they remain upon my palate to this hour?

If the supper was to my taste, the grace which followed it was much more so.

THE GRACE.

WHEN supper was over, the old man gave a knock upon the table with the haft of his knife, to bid them prepare for the dance. The moment the signal was given, the women and girls ran all together into a back apartment to tie up their hair,-and the young men to the door to wash their faces and change their sabots; and in three minutes every soul was ready, upon a little esplanade before the house, to begin.— The old man and his wife came out last, and, placing me betwixt them, sat down upon a sofa of turf by the door.

The old man had some fifty years ago been no mean performer upon the vielle,-and, at the age he was then of, touched it well enough for the purpose. His wife sung now and then a little to the tune,-then intermitted,-and joined her old man again as their children and grandchildren danced before them.

It was not till the middle of the second dance when, from some pauses in the movement wherein they all seemed to look up, I fancied I could distinguish an elevation of spirit different from that which is the cause or the effect of simple jollity. In a word, I thought I beheld Religion mixing in the dance ;-but, as I had never seen her so engaged, I should have looked upon it now as one of the illusions of an imagination which is eternally misleading me, had not the old man, as soon as the dance ended, said that this was their constant way; and that all his life long he had made it a rule, after supper was over, to call out his family to dance and rejoice; believing, he said, that a cheerful and contented mind was the best sort of thanks to Heaven that an illiterate peasant could payOr a learned prelate either, said I.

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THE CASE OF DELICACY. WHEN you have gained the top of Mount Taurira, you run presently down to Lyons.Adieu, then, to all rapid movements!-'tis journey of caution; and it fares better with

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